I want you to know that this blog is not only for girls or only for boys. It's for everybody. The pure reason why it's purple is because I want it to be a reflection of my soul. But I wanted to say that I know a lot of the mental problems are almost like … Continue reading To all the Guys out there
I have written two articles on this topic lately. I wrote about my trigger foods and food rules and the eating disorder recovery challenge I want to take. I have decides to write something positive because even though I still struggle, I've made a lot of progress as well. 1.) I don't measure my oatmeal … Continue reading My Progress in my Eating Disorder Recovery – Mental Health Mondays
To be honest, right now my life is quite amazing. I have loving people who care about me, I have learned to appreciate my family more, I do what I love every day and I do the basic teenage things like having to learn and going out with friends. I am HAPPY. But I also … Continue reading Diary Days – n. 10 – Am I worthy of love/happiness?
My mother doesn’t know I have an Eating Disorder, She often brings pies and sweets and I eat them anxiously thinking about the calories and the fact that I am probably going to wake up heavier the next day. My mother doesn’t know my whole self harm story, She thinks I did it that one time over Christmas break, … Continue reading My Mother – A Poem
I feel like everyone has a vision of their perfect partner - "the one". I did as well. He was tall, had longer brown hair, brown or blue eyes, was skinny, liked poetry, reading classic books, liked Rock, cartoons like Adventure Time, ANIME and he was a hopeless romantic. He was PERFECT. The perfect guy. … Continue reading My Ideal Guy
I find it quite strange how certain words concerning mental health are a part of our vocabulary from a younger age thanks to social media. If it weren't for Pinterest, Tumblr or Instagram I wouldn't have learned what "self harm" or the word "anorexia" mean. It is partly because of social media that I was brainwashed … Continue reading The influence of social media on Mental Health – Mental Health Mondays – Trigger Warning
Today has been so just....not even sad but empty. Today I just can't even deal with life. I am overwhelmed by how much I have on my TO DO list. I have been anxious about it for a while now and as my anxiety got worse I got more tired because being anxious really tires … Continue reading Diary Days – n.9 – Can’t even deal with life right now