I had an ANXIETY ATTACK

I went to school this morning and I was already struggling. And I went there, I tried to do eyeliner to kind of feel accomplished and more confident in a way and I failed. I felt like a failure that I couldn't even do freaking eyeliner. I know that it is just eyeliner but in … Continue reading I had an ANXIETY ATTACK

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You deserve better

I need to get this off my chest. There was this friend of mine at camp and we talked a lot about life and just deep stuff in general. I wrote him letters because that is one of the things we did there. I was so awkward actually at camp. I feel like I tend … Continue reading You deserve better

Diary Days – n. 16 – I am quite okay now ( advice on ED, anxiety, crushes )

I had an awfully good day today. I just put on my Rock N Roll outfit - I went full out and even my jacket and I put on "Whole Lotta Rosie" and I tackled on the world. I went to school and I was like....Imma do this shit. I can do this. Of course … Continue reading Diary Days – n. 16 – I am quite okay now ( advice on ED, anxiety, crushes )

Diary Days – n. 15 – Anxiety is destroying my life

Listen, it is very very bad at this point. Anxiety is destroying my life. It is mostly affecting my grades which is such a shame and I am not well at all when it comes to this. For example I learned German for like four or five hours yesterday and I was examined today and … Continue reading Diary Days – n. 15 – Anxiety is destroying my life

PROM with the eyes of someone with an Eating Disorder and Anxiety – Mental Health Mondays

Prom happened like a week ago and whilst the whole experience was overall really amazing I did have some issue. The minute we got the first course which was soup I was thinking: "Oh God, I HAVE TO eat." I didn't want to eat and I was telling myself I wasn't hungry but that didn't … Continue reading PROM with the eyes of someone with an Eating Disorder and Anxiety – Mental Health Mondays

Diary Days – n.14 – When you have a crush…

I have a crush on this guy. And it is killing me. It is not healthy. Therefore I need to write my way out of it as always. I have been overthinking the whole situation so many times. And my anxiety has been very very bad all week because of this. I have been not … Continue reading Diary Days – n.14 – When you have a crush…