The truth is that I truly used to consider myself the victim which can be kind of fair because I don’t wish what happened to me upon anyone. I used to be so depressed and I wanted to be depressed because I thought it was necessary. I was waiting to be happy after certain things passed but in my life there is always something happening. There are many shitty things that just happen and the bad things never go away. But that doesn’t mean that there aren’t any good things left. In my situation there are certain things which you simply get used to. You can’t change them or make them better, you just get used to it, appreciate the things that you have and live life. A small example is my broken phone – there are pieces missing from the screen, I don’ really have the money to get it fixed but what can you do? I just accepted it and I am glad that it works and I can use it. That is the attitude I have towards life. There are certain things which I will never be able to have because of the things that happened to me. But here is the thing. In a situation like this you can choose to be a victim or you can choose to be someone who inspires others. I used to think I was so special because of the things that happened but there are many many other people who had worse things happen to them than me. In a way the story is unique because I not everyone gets walked out on but the things is…..everyone has a story and it is no more than a story, no more than a past. It gave me tough skin as they say but let’s be real….I have always been kind of tough when it comes to certain things. I don’t like to be seen as weak or like I can’t do something because I am a girl. Like…..Imma open this jar of pickles myself, thanks. XD No but seriously, I feel like I am not strong because life gets to me sometimes but I am a fighter for sure because life keeps testing me man, knocking me down but I get back up every damn time. Despite it all I have this happy personality and try to help others get through their bad things because it is what others helped me to do and I wish there was someone who understood me when it comes to these things and told me advice on how to conquer the demons.
The gist of it is that yes, shit happens but I don’t want to let it stop me from living life. You just gotta do what you gotta do and keep fighting, living, appreciating all you have, stay humble and you know…..life can be great when you make the best of a bad situation.