Diary Days – n.32 – Things don’t always go as planned

So, I was supposed to have a job by now. XD I even had one kinda. I was promised a position in this great clothing store. Then two days before I was supposed to see the manager lady, she called and said that they weren’t looking anymore. I was pretty upset about it. I then proceeded to eat an entire bowl of Nesquick cereal. *MOOD*

Things didn’t go as planned as you can imagine. But I take it. Life is a challenge. I had many other opportunities but they were low pay shitty jobs so I didn’t take them. We looked around for a job the other day with my friend so we’ll see. But I won’t let it get me down.

You know other than that I am just tired all the time. I do drink coffee and sleep as well so I don’t really get it. I am lowkey broke. My ED is just all over the place. I don’t have an appetite for real food at all but keep eating cereal and ice cream. It is funny. I work out as well. I don’t even know, man. More on that on Sunday.

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It is soooo weird now. Just everything. Nothing is certain other than the people in my life. Which is why I cherish my time with them.Β I just like biking, rehearsing with them. We are playing our/my play for the last time next week. It’s sad. Almost a month has passed and I barely did anything. I don’t know where time flew. I barely wrote my book. I did start researching though. I was just working and looking for a permanent job and seing my friends.

I am also daydreaming about camp. I am so freaking excited for it. I can’t wait to see the people. I miss them so much. I just wanna go now!

I will link the song that kinda got me to write this. It’s Lil Peep. I just think we should not forget to live. I did have some amazing days for sure this month and I want a job but I also wanna have fun.

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