The TRUTH about everything – part 2 – Mental Health Mondays

The truth is that I truly used to consider myself the victim which can be kind of fair because I don't wish what happened to me upon anyone. I used to be so depressed and I wanted to be depressed because I thought it was necessary. I was waiting to be happy after certain things … Continue reading The TRUTH about everything – part 2 – Mental Health Mondays

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The TRUTH about everything – part 1 – Mental Health Mondays

To be honest, I don't like that I have these disordered thoughts, the fact that I actually felt so bad that I self harmed, that I was so depressed each and every day that I couldn't focus on studying, the constant body checking and mostly what started it all. You know, I would have never … Continue reading The TRUTH about everything – part 1 – Mental Health Mondays

Diary Days – n.7 – I am (not) an ordinary teenager

Sometimes my past sort of catches up to me. Sometimes people still make fun of the fact that I self harmed and the fact that I had an eating disorder which they do not believe I truly had. And now, as I started this new blog, I don't really have a lot of readers to … Continue reading Diary Days – n.7 – I am (not) an ordinary teenager

When life screws you over or To the ones that got walked out on (13. june 2017)

This one is going to be absolutely spontanious but I gotta speak about this. It's been so hard for me lately to write anything good because I feel very vulnerable while writing. It takes courage to be any kind of artist whether it is a musician or a painter. Because you try to be different … Continue reading When life screws you over or To the ones that got walked out on (13. june 2017)