Sooooooooo, today I was supposed to go to en exam but I didn't. I woke up and I was like: "Yeah, this ain't happening today." I don't know how people just live life without anxiety. I mean, I wish I didn't have to live with it. It wasn't really the anxiety, it was more taht … Continue reading Diary Days – n.42 – What am I supposed to do with life?
I had my first class today and I had so much anxiety about finding it. I got lost and I was sweating so much from all the stress and anxiety so like. It was not fun. But I did find it and It was okay. I love my roomates too. They love FRIENDS just like … Continue reading Diary Days – n.40 – College party? First Day Anxieties and more
This article is going to be very generalised but it is mostly how I am feeling as of right now. I almost feel empty. But on the other hand also kinda depressed. Summer was supposed to be this one amazing happy time in my life. It wans't that really. There were good moments for sure, … Continue reading Diary Days – n.39 – We live in this messed up generation
Well, I feel like I owe you people something. I don't wanna be like "Storytime, Why I've been gone". I wouldn't know how to answer it anyway. I get busy with my thoughts, with work, with trying to have some summer memories. I don't even know. It feels like I don't even have passion for … Continue reading Diary Days – n.38 – Don’t ask me what is going on cause I really don’t know
Sooo, what I have been doing lately is working and then trying to sleep which has not been really working out and hanging out with friends. It's not much but it is all I have energy for. Then I have a lot of anxiety about money. I don't earn a lot and I owe my … Continue reading Diary Days – n.37 – Is this what you call LIFE?
Cameron Boyce has passed away like two days ago. I grew up with him. I loved him so much. he was such an amazing actor. I truly hope he is in a great place now but to be honest, there is another reason why this got me so bad. He was 20, I am 19 … Continue reading Diary Days – n.36 – Death is Inevitable
I know I do these kinda often now but like lots of things are happening. I ended up in a pretty good job I think. A clothing store in my "hometown". It is close and it is good money. The day I get my paycheck is the day Imma be heading to the tattoo shop … Continue reading Diary Days – n.35 – Life is GOOOOOD