Diary Days – n.20 – The Idea of Being “PERFECT” (On Anxiety, School and Perfectionism)

My Anxiety makes me strive for "perfect" in every way possible. I am writing this at the beginning of January so it is still that season of correcting your grades and stuff. My Mental Health has affected my grades so much this year and I am really not satisfied with the results. Every single grade … Continue reading Diary Days – n.20 – The Idea of Being “PERFECT” (On Anxiety, School and Perfectionism)

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Diary Days – n.21 – I had another ANXIETY ATTACK and on Anxiety Dissociasion

Guess who woke up to another anxiety attack today? THIS BITCH. It's really not nice. I haven't slept all night. I am tired as hell. I just couldn't. I was constantly anxious. I was actually anxious and tired all weekend. The usual. I just find myself being tired all day, then I drink a crapton … Continue reading Diary Days – n.21 – I had another ANXIETY ATTACK and on Anxiety Dissociasion

Diary Days – n.20 – I Feel TERRIBLE and how I am going to fix it (On Seasonal DEPRESSION) – (6.1.2019)

I feel awful. And I have been feeling this for some time now. Ever since the nights became longer. I think that it is seasonal depression. It is awful to say but I do think that I am depressed because the symptoms are there. I have been sleeping too much yet always feeling tired. I … Continue reading Diary Days – n.20 – I Feel TERRIBLE and how I am going to fix it (On Seasonal DEPRESSION) – (6.1.2019)

Diary Days – n.19 – Honest Confessions of a Teen struggling with Anxiety, Depression, ED and Heartbreak

This is going to be raw and honest. I want to write the truth about our lows. I think that I may regret this tomorrow morning but I also feel like an awful amount of people might feel the things that I feel. First of all, I worry a lot about the future, about how … Continue reading Diary Days – n.19 – Honest Confessions of a Teen struggling with Anxiety, Depression, ED and Heartbreak

Diary Days – n. 18 – Enjoy the sadness

We hung out the other day with my friend and for some reason I felt utterly sad.. I reminded myself of the last time we hung out like that and the last time I felt that type of sadness. It was when we watched "Love, Simon" and afterwards we listened to "Wild Heart" from the … Continue reading Diary Days – n. 18 – Enjoy the sadness

Diary Days – n.17 – I’ve felt worse (On Anxiety and Depression)

Yesterday I had another breakdown during an exam. It was not great at all. I was anxious all day, literally shaking. I really didn't believe I could do it and I barely knew anything during it. I got a B which was awesome considering the situation. And after I sat down I was shaking like … Continue reading Diary Days – n.17 – I’ve felt worse (On Anxiety and Depression)

Diary Days – n. 16 – I am quite okay now ( advice on ED, anxiety, crushes )

I had an awfully good day today. I just put on my Rock N Roll outfit - I went full out and even my jacket and I put on "Whole Lotta Rosie" and I tackled on the world. I went to school and I was like....Imma do this shit. I can do this. Of course … Continue reading Diary Days – n. 16 – I am quite okay now ( advice on ED, anxiety, crushes )