Diary Days – n.33 – I wanna do SOMETHING

Well, I got lots to say today. First of all, I don't know why but when I do not give a damn whether a guy likes me everything goes smoothly and he starts liking me and I am like "Okay, how do I get out of this?" but when I do like a guy I … Continue reading Diary Days – n.33 – I wanna do SOMETHING

Diary Days – n.32 – Things don’t always go as planned

So, I was supposed to have a job by now. XD I even had one kinda. I was promised a position in this great clothing store. Then two days before I was supposed to see the manager lady, she called and said that they weren't looking anymore. I was pretty upset about it. I then … Continue reading Diary Days – n.32 – Things don’t always go as planned

Diary Days – n.31 – What LIFE is supposed to feel like

I just finished watching Five Feet Apart. Therefore I am sappy as hell. But it's all good you know. I love these types of movies. This one, Love Simon, It's Kind of a Funny Story, The Perks of Being a Wallflower. They all kind of have the same concept. To simply live life and enjoy … Continue reading Diary Days – n.31 – What LIFE is supposed to feel like

Diary Days – n.30 – Adulting after High School

Honestly, I am so fucking happy these days. I graduated with straight As. I got into one of the universities I applied to. I am eating healthy and working out. Life is just swell. I am chilling over here, reading, writing but to keep it real, I just watch youtube and tv shows and movies … Continue reading Diary Days – n.30 – Adulting after High School

Diary Days – n.29 – How I feel about LOVE after being HEARTBROKEN like 6 times

Just so you know, I think that it was actually good for me. I had lots of crushes, been in love like 2-3 times. One was an awful long can't-even-put-into-words kind of love and I have been rejected all those times. So I had my fair share of being heartbroken. It is really not fun but … Continue reading Diary Days – n.29 – How I feel about LOVE after being HEARTBROKEN like 6 times

Diary Days – n.28 – Feelings of an Ordinary Teenager (part whatever)

Man, life is strange. I have been feeling so lost lately. I haven't lost myself. It feels like I lost my drive for life in a way. I am actually scared to write this. It is scary to be so vulnerable but it feels right. I am sitting on the ground, listening to Lil Peep. … Continue reading Diary Days – n.28 – Feelings of an Ordinary Teenager (part whatever)