The ED Recovery Diary – week 28 – The Infamous CAMP story

First of all, hey there! I got back like four days ago but I am still adjusting to reality from camp. I was afraid but bitch, I DID AMAZING. I NEVER DID SO GREAT. EVER. I ate all the food. It was a fun time. I somehow didn't even have time to overthink my food … Continue reading The ED Recovery Diary – week 28 – The Infamous CAMP story

The ED Recovery Diary – week 27 – Ice cream heaven

This week I ate ice cream every day until we ran out of it. I didn't feel bad about it at the time. I feel like this week was normal. This week was like whatΒ  most people feel like and eat like. Though I have to say that I haven't been feeling my best looks-wise. … Continue reading The ED Recovery Diary – week 27 – Ice cream heaven

The ED Recovery Diary – week 26 – A different mindset

This week was not that great. I had to wake up every day pretty early cause of rehearsal. Then one of the leads got sick so there was no performance at all unfortunately. And I was working all week. So it was all messy and I was just eating what I could grab and take … Continue reading The ED Recovery Diary – week 26 – A different mindset

When you work hard and still don’t lose weight – Mental Health Mondays

I am simply frustrated and thought, other people feel this way as well so let's just turn it into an article. I have been working out for a month and trying to eat well. Appearantely not enough. I only lost 2 pounds. I also always work out in the morning and decided to check my … Continue reading When you work hard and still don’t lose weight – Mental Health Mondays

The ED Recovery Diary – week 25 – That’s a long time

It's been over half a year. Half a year I have been trying to fully recover. I did come further than where I was in the beginning of this which is the point but I still have a long way to go. I actually do better when I don't think about stuff like food, weight, … Continue reading The ED Recovery Diary – week 25 – That’s a long time

The ED Recovery Diary – week 24 – I always want to LOSE WEIGHT

So this week was a bit different. I was sick for the most part and the other parts I simply didn't have an appetite. I still don't really. I truly don't know what it is. It is not the ED. I just don't really feel like eating much. But I did eat many great foods … Continue reading The ED Recovery Diary – week 24 – I always want to LOSE WEIGHT

The ED Recovery Diary – week 23 – You are not fine without food

This week I watched Riverdale. At night. Until very very late at night. Some might say until morning. XD Which means that I slept for long and missed many breakfasts and meals. Honestly, it messed up my eating. I tried catching up with calories for the day in a small time frame. And I was … Continue reading The ED Recovery Diary – week 23 – You are not fine without food