I don't really think that I necessarily fear death. It is more the idea of not being able to live and do all these things we always wanted to do. I am somehow constantly aware of the fact that I am going to die one day and I do crazy shit because of it because … Continue reading What if you had only 1 DAY TO LIVE?
I think about death a lot. Not because I want to die but because I actually really don't want to. The idea that life could be taken away easily and all of this that we have - friends, family, memories, sunsets, crazy drunk nights, crushes, kisses...is terryfying. There are 800 000 people who die due … Continue reading On SUICIDE and the idea of dying – Mental Health Mondays
The truth is that I truly used to consider myself the victim which can be kind of fair because I don't wish what happened to me upon anyone. I used to be so depressed and I wanted to be depressed because I thought it was necessary. I was waiting to be happy after certain things … Continue reading The TRUTH about everything – part 2 – Mental Health Mondays
To be honest, I don't like that I have these disordered thoughts, the fact that I actually felt so bad that I self harmed, that I was so depressed each and every day that I couldn't focus on studying, the constant body checking and mostly what started it all. You know, I would have never … Continue reading The TRUTH about everything – part 1 – Mental Health Mondays
I want you to know that this blog is not only for girls or only for boys. It's for everybody. The pure reason why it's purple is because I want it to be a reflection of my soul. But I wanted to say that I know a lot of the mental problems are almost like … Continue reading To all the Guys out there
Today is a sad day after all. Someone in my family died today. I didn't know them very well and I am not gonna go into details because it is personal but I do have to say that it was an unnecessary death. I am obviously kind of bumped out about it and also angry … Continue reading Someone died today…On Suicide and Death itself
There was a girl named Claire Wineland. She suffered from cystic fibroses her whole life. The sad thing is that I talk about her in past tense. She passed away on September 2nd 2018 after getting a lung transplant and having a stroke. She was taken off life support. What is interesting about her is … Continue reading What is the point of life? – On Suicide part 2 – Claire Wineland inspired – Mental Health Mondays