Well, I feel like I owe you people something. I don't wanna be like "Storytime, Why I've been gone". I wouldn't know how to answer it anyway. I get busy with my thoughts, with work, with trying to have some summer memories. I don't even know. It feels like I don't even have passion for … Continue reading Diary Days – n.38 – Don’t ask me what is going on cause I really don’t know
I wanted to write this normally but appearantely I think it is a better idea to write this at night when I am emotionally unstable and will regret it the next morning. With that being said, here we go. I dunno what to tell ya. I guess the universe just thinks it is utterly funny … Continue reading Here is the thing about CRUSHES
I know I do these kinda often now but like lots of things are happening. I ended up in a pretty good job I think. A clothing store in my "hometown". It is close and it is good money. The day I get my paycheck is the day Imma be heading to the tattoo shop … Continue reading Diary Days – n.35 – Life is GOOOOOD
Well, I got lots to say today. First of all, I don't know why but when I do not give a damn whether a guy likes me everything goes smoothly and he starts liking me and I am like "Okay, how do I get out of this?" but when I do like a guy I … Continue reading Diary Days – n.33 – I wanna do SOMETHING
It's PRIDE MONTH bitches. I have to tell ya. Every year since I made this blog I planned to write this and every year I was lazy and never really got around to doing it because I had other ideas. This is the year and this is the month man. So I am finally doing … Continue reading HAPPY PRIDE MONTH – My thoughts on the LGBTQ+ community
I know you love that person so freaking much. You think about them all the time, you feel butterflies in your stomach when you are around them, when you see them, when you accidentally see a photo of them somewhere or you have this excitement when they watch your Insta stories. I get it. I … Continue reading If you love someone who doesn’t love you back
There was this one day when I felt more sad than usual so I asked people what they would do if they only had 24 hours to live. There were basically two groups of answers. One half would travel the world and go to a place they always wanted to visit. The other half would … Continue reading What would you do on your last day?
Just so you know, I think that it was actually good for me. I had lots of crushes, been in love like 2-3 times. One was an awful long can't-even-put-into-words kind of love and I have been rejected all those times. So I had my fair share of being heartbroken. It is really not fun but … Continue reading Diary Days – n.29 – How I feel about LOVE after being HEARTBROKEN like 6 times
Man, life is strange. I have been feeling so lost lately. I haven't lost myself. It feels like I lost my drive for life in a way. I am actually scared to write this. It is scary to be so vulnerable but it feels right. I am sitting on the ground, listening to Lil Peep. … Continue reading Diary Days – n.28 – Feelings of an Ordinary Teenager (part whatever)
In the past 9 months I have liked two guys. Both at the same time kind of. One more than the other. Neither of them cared to text or talk. If something were to happen, they would not be there for me. I think it is the right time to move on. If there is … Continue reading When is the right time to MOVE ON FROM A CRUSH?