How does DEPRESSION affect your GOALS – Mental Health Mondays

It is a weird time right now because I am actually doing great. Well, I was depressed for like three years straight and then it was just some waves of depression. I would get into this seasonal depression and that it actually a thing. On one of my lessions I learned that getting depressed around … Continue reading How does DEPRESSION affect your GOALS – Mental Health Mondays

Mental Health Mondays ft. Anxiety and Depression

You know, there has just been a lot going on. I feel like I have been keeping myself busy and bottling up all of these things. I just finished Thirteen Reasons Why and it somehow pushed me to come to terms with what has been going on in my head. My Anxiety has been bad. … Continue reading Mental Health Mondays ft. Anxiety and Depression

Diary Days – n.39 – We live in this messed up generation

This article is going to be very generalised but it is mostly how I am feeling as of right now. I almost feel empty. But on the other hand also kinda depressed. Summer was supposed to be this one amazing happy time in my life. It wans't that really. There were good moments for sure, … Continue reading Diary Days – n.39 – We live in this messed up generation

In High School I was a loner (On Depression) – Mental Health Mondays

I haven't really known in a while what to truly write about but lately I have been listening to a lot of Lil Peep songs. We listened to "Life is beautiful" the other day and that song hits home. It doesn't make me wanna cry  but it makes me feel kind of sad that we … Continue reading In High School I was a loner (On Depression) – Mental Health Mondays

The DEPRESSION behind my SMILE – Feelings of a Basic Teenager

It is 11:37pm right now. I am supposed to be asleep so I could wake up tomorrow and get back to my routine of studying for my finals. But I believe this is worth breaking my sleep schedule for. We get so caught up in our routines. I get very caught up in routines. Especially … Continue reading The DEPRESSION behind my SMILE – Feelings of a Basic Teenager

How do ANXIETY and DEPRESSION affect my EATING DISORDER – Mental Health Mondays

I used to think that depression had nothing to do with my ED and that anxiety was also just a separate issue but appearantely not. When my ED started in 9th grade I was depressed but my ED was so bad that it just wouldn't affect my eating. Because when I get depressed I either … Continue reading How do ANXIETY and DEPRESSION affect my EATING DISORDER – Mental Health Mondays

ED Recovery Diary – week 20 – I was so hot over the summer

I think I missed last week. I know that I was dead tired so I just didn't write it. But now I am. I have been eating very poorly this week. Exams are in two days and maaaan, I'm stressed and anxious. I don't feel good about myself. But I have made progress in my … Continue reading ED Recovery Diary – week 20 – I was so hot over the summer