Diary Days – n.42 – What am I supposed to do with life?

Sooooooooo, today I was supposed to go to en exam but I didn't. I woke up and I was like: "Yeah, this ain't happening today." I don't know how people just live life without anxiety. I mean, I wish I didn't have to live with it. It wasn't really the anxiety, it was more taht … Continue reading Diary Days – n.42 – What am I supposed to do with life?

Mental Health Mondays ft. Anxiety and Depression

You know, there has just been a lot going on. I feel like I have been keeping myself busy and bottling up all of these things. I just finished Thirteen Reasons Why and it somehow pushed me to come to terms with what has been going on in my head. My Anxiety has been bad. … Continue reading Mental Health Mondays ft. Anxiety and Depression

The ED Recovery Diary – week 25 – That’s a long time

It's been over half a year. Half a year I have been trying to fully recover. I did come further than where I was in the beginning of this which is the point but I still have a long way to go. I actually do better when I don't think about stuff like food, weight, … Continue reading The ED Recovery Diary – week 25 – That’s a long time

The DEPRESSION behind my SMILE – Feelings of a Basic Teenager

It is 11:37pm right now. I am supposed to be asleep so I could wake up tomorrow and get back to my routine of studying for my finals. But I believe this is worth breaking my sleep schedule for. We get so caught up in our routines. I get very caught up in routines. Especially … Continue reading The DEPRESSION behind my SMILE – Feelings of a Basic Teenager

The ED Recovery Diary – week 22 – I am trying to be okay

I've been eating healthy and wokring out. I am happy about that but I am still very very tired. Like every day. But it can be just my mood. I am happy but I haven't exactly found the energy to actually do things. I have done some things I wanted to but I haven't really … Continue reading The ED Recovery Diary – week 22 – I am trying to be okay