The ED Recovery Diary 2 – week 3 – So far so good

I am actually doing great with both eating and working out. I actually crave working out. I love it. I eat when I want and I find that my brain is not consumed with thoughts about food all day. I guess you would say this is what "normal" people are like regarding food. It is … Continue reading The ED Recovery Diary 2 – week 3 – So far so good

EATING DISORDER UPDATE Quarantine Edition – Mental Health Mondays

Okay, I am gonna make myself all uncomfortable and then go eat lunch. How fitting. I have been dreading to write this because it takes a lot of self reflection. I haven't been doing so good this quarantine to be honest. About a month ago it got to me. I was constantly thinking about what … Continue reading EATING DISORDER UPDATE Quarantine Edition – Mental Health Mondays

Exam Season and SCHOOL ANXIETY – Mental Health Mondays

Okay, so right now, I am stressed as hell. Well, anxious is a better world. And you know what? I KNOW THAT YOU ARE, TOO! Every person I talk to is stressed about school. One of my friends once said that I am a ball of srress. Well, that is true but the fact that … Continue reading Exam Season and SCHOOL ANXIETY – Mental Health Mondays

Isolation Anxiety – Mental Health Modays

I dunno about you guys but I am anxious as hell. It has gotten so bad lately that I wake up and I have anxiety. Just the thought of having to do something makes me anxious. This idea of having a "to do" list with a million asignments makes me anxious. Even cooking makes me … Continue reading Isolation Anxiety – Mental Health Modays

What is meant to be always will be – On love and life lessons

What did I learn after an awful lot of heart breaks? A lot. First I never thought I was attractive and believed I was ugly, life gave me this guy who was all over me one night. Then I thought the most impossible thing for me is to get into a relationship, I did. But … Continue reading What is meant to be always will be – On love and life lessons

How to deal with DEPRESSION DURING QUARANTINE – Mental Health Mondays

I am sorry that this one is late again but I had some deadlines and obviously I was not doing that great last week. However I could turn it into this. Because, believe me, I had some LOWS last week. I was not eating really, I had trouble sleeping and I was dreading even taking … Continue reading How to deal with DEPRESSION DURING QUARANTINE – Mental Health Mondays

WE ARE ALIVE! – Scene 9 – “See you soon party”

Jenny, Jason and Lila are in the room waiting for Thalia. Thalia walks in. All:”Surprise!!!” Thalia:”What is this?” Jason: “A “See you soon party.”” Thalia:”What?” Jenny:”We thought that we would throw you a party before the surgery tomorrow.” Thalia:”You guys are so sweet. Thank you.” Lila:”It’s gonna be a while before we are going to … Continue reading WE ARE ALIVE! – Scene 9 – “See you soon party”

Self love struggles and Weight gain – Menatl Health Mondays

Okay, so I have been working out for the past month because this bitch has goals. It is really not going well. Today I did the biggest mistake of stepping on the scale. And oh man, that messed me up. I wish I hadn't done that. According to my BMI I am obese? Like what? … Continue reading Self love struggles and Weight gain – Menatl Health Mondays

It is easy to fall back into an ED – Mental Health Mondays

I really want you to hear this right now because it is so important! : YOU ARE NOT THE NUMBER ON THE SCALE! YOU ARE YOU REGARDLESS OF THAT NUMBER!!!! Okay, so now that we have that out of the way, I really need to write about this because man, I felt so tempted to … Continue reading It is easy to fall back into an ED – Mental Health Mondays