The ED Recovery Diary – week 29,30 – Getting a bikini body

I know I didn't write this one last week and I also missed many posts. We didn't have internet at home and I am hoping it won't happen again. Last week I ate soooo MUCH junk food. Ice cream, pop corn, chips, wassabi peanuts, peanut butter...you name it, I ate it. I felt sort of … Continue reading The ED Recovery Diary – week 29,30 – Getting a bikini body

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Another cheesy ED Recovery Update – Mental Health Mondays

Hey there! So camp was amazing, did great. However it ain't as easy at home. But I feel like I am trying to do my best to simply listen to my body and give it what it needs. For example now after eating a lot of ice cream I ate veggies cause I am feeling … Continue reading Another cheesy ED Recovery Update – Mental Health Mondays

The ED Recovery Diary – week 28 – The Infamous CAMP story

First of all, hey there! I got back like four days ago but I am still adjusting to reality from camp. I was afraid but bitch, I DID AMAZING. I NEVER DID SO GREAT. EVER. I ate all the food. It was a fun time. I somehow didn't even have time to overthink my food … Continue reading The ED Recovery Diary – week 28 – The Infamous CAMP story

The ED Recovery Diary – week 26 – A different mindset

This week was not that great. I had to wake up every day pretty early cause of rehearsal. Then one of the leads got sick so there was no performance at all unfortunately. And I was working all week. So it was all messy and I was just eating what I could grab and take … Continue reading The ED Recovery Diary – week 26 – A different mindset

The ED Recovery Diary – week 25 – That’s a long time

It's been over half a year. Half a year I have been trying to fully recover. I did come further than where I was in the beginning of this which is the point but I still have a long way to go. I actually do better when I don't think about stuff like food, weight, … Continue reading The ED Recovery Diary – week 25 – That’s a long time

The DEPRESSION behind my SMILE – Feelings of a Basic Teenager

It is 11:37pm right now. I am supposed to be asleep so I could wake up tomorrow and get back to my routine of studying for my finals. But I believe this is worth breaking my sleep schedule for. We get so caught up in our routines. I get very caught up in routines. Especially … Continue reading The DEPRESSION behind my SMILE – Feelings of a Basic Teenager

The ED Recovery Diary – week 24 – I always want to LOSE WEIGHT

So this week was a bit different. I was sick for the most part and the other parts I simply didn't have an appetite. I still don't really. I truly don't know what it is. It is not the ED. I just don't really feel like eating much. But I did eat many great foods … Continue reading The ED Recovery Diary – week 24 – I always want to LOSE WEIGHT