Virginity, First Kiss and all that – When is it the right time?

When am I writing this? YES, exactly....0:30 a.m. cause why not. I think this is the exact proper time to write this because I am emotional and I have thoughts which I wouldn't say during the day. LOL jokes aside I wanted to write this for a few days now. I WAS SO FUCKING AFRAID … Continue reading Virginity, First Kiss and all that – When is it the right time?

Diary Days – n.49 – Stargirl, The moment you realise you are screwed and 1 a.m. thoughts

I just finished watching Stargirl and I don't want to go to sleep. You know those moments when you are like freaking emotional and you are just like: "Is this life? Is this real? I miss the good times. I want to live through those again. " Stargirl was a great movie. I had worries … Continue reading Diary Days – n.49 – Stargirl, The moment you realise you are screwed and 1 a.m. thoughts

She loved Vanilla ice cream – A Poem

I met this girl Way out of my league She’s got light brown hair Hits just below her chest Bright green eyes Body of a goddess Smile straight out of heaven Laughter of an angel She’s pretty ordinary to be honest But I couldn’t help but to fall for her Rucky mistake She was no ordinary girl to … Continue reading She loved Vanilla ice cream – A Poem

Diary Days – n. 23 – Trying to forget about the person you like

Ah well, I am here again. I just watched an episode of Sex Education. It is a GOOD show. It is not really what it sounds like. Just watch the trailer. I think it is extremely relatable because of the characters and just the stuff that goes on in their lives. Not really the sex … Continue reading Diary Days – n. 23 – Trying to forget about the person you like

Diary Days – n. 18 – Enjoy the sadness

We hung out the other day with my friend and for some reason I felt utterly sad.. I reminded myself of the last time we hung out like that and the last time I felt that type of sadness. It was when we watched "Love, Simon" and afterwards we listened to "Wild Heart" from the … Continue reading Diary Days – n. 18 – Enjoy the sadness

Diary Days – n. 16 – I am quite okay now ( advice on ED, anxiety, crushes )

I had an awfully good day today. I just put on my Rock N Roll outfit - I went full out and even my jacket and I put on "Whole Lotta Rosie" and I tackled on the world. I went to school and I was like....Imma do this shit. I can do this. Of course … Continue reading Diary Days – n. 16 – I am quite okay now ( advice on ED, anxiety, crushes )

Diary Days – n.14 – When you have a crush…

I have a crush on this guy. And it is killing me. It is not healthy. Therefore I need to write my way out of it as always. I have been overthinking the whole situation so many times. And my anxiety has been very very bad all week because of this. I have been not … Continue reading Diary Days – n.14 – When you have a crush…