Life is just weird right now. I am okay but I have changed in a way. You know all I ever wanted in life was to have a relationship and now that I have experienced it, I am kinda like "We have this experience, I am glad it happened but what else is new, I … Continue reading My life is just funny like that
I went through a breakup, which is crazy to me. Not because the relationship ended but because I never would have thought I would even get into a relationship. I have an ex now. I don't say that proudly but it is just something that is. And it is awfully sad when it ends not … Continue reading I went through a BREAKUP
The other day as I was seraching for some things I found this essay from two years ago for this exact topic. The grammar was bad but the ideas in it were great. And this last week I just had this mindswitch. I am like genuinely happy. It is always around my birthday that I … Continue reading How to live a HAPPY LIFE – Mental Health Mondays
I know you love that person so freaking much. You think about them all the time, you feel butterflies in your stomach when you are around them, when you see them, when you accidentally see a photo of them somewhere or you have this excitement when they watch your Insta stories. I get it. I … Continue reading If you love someone who doesn’t love you back
In the past 9 months I have liked two guys. Both at the same time kind of. One more than the other. Neither of them cared to text or talk. If something were to happen, they would not be there for me. I think it is the right time to move on. If there is … Continue reading When is the right time to MOVE ON FROM A CRUSH?
I have been putting this off because even just a week ago I did have crushes but then I have decided that it has no point so I moved on. And that is the thing. If it has no point, then move on. When I was younger I thought that I was going to meet … Continue reading Diary Days – n.25 – A teen’s idea of LOVE and letting go
My Anxiety makes me strive for "perfect" in every way possible. I am writing this at the beginning of January so it is still that season of correcting your grades and stuff. My Mental Health has affected my grades so much this year and I am really not satisfied with the results. Every single grade … Continue reading Diary Days – n.22 – The Idea of Being “PERFECT” (On Anxiety, School and Perfectionism)
This year was the best year of my life with all the flaws, bad days, sad days and experiences. It started off with me trying to lose weight in order to finally somehow be together with my first love. I was living my life for him in a way for months until one day when … Continue reading Reflecting on the BEST YEAR OF MY LIFE
I had an awfully good day today. I just put on my Rock N Roll outfit - I went full out and even my jacket and I put on "Whole Lotta Rosie" and I tackled on the world. I went to school and I was like....Imma do this shit. I can do this. Of course … Continue reading Diary Days – n. 16 – I am quite okay now ( advice on ED, anxiety, crushes )
Well, the truth is, feelings and emotions are really powerful. The funny thing is, they are simply a mix of chemicals in the brain and I have so many emotions and also I am very bad at chemistry. Getting over someone is one of the hardest things you'll ever have to do. It is even … Continue reading How to get over someone you really loved?