I don’t usually talk about this topic a lot. I usually talk a lot about anxiety and Eating Disorders because that is something I struggle with every day. But September is Suicide Prevention Month and since I had quite a few friends dealing with suicidal thoughts, I think I should speak out. Now, I am … Continue reading SUICIDE PREVENTION – Mental Health Mondays
I haven't really known in a while what to truly write about but lately I have been listening to a lot of Lil Peep songs. We listened to "Life is beautiful" the other day and that song hits home. It doesn't make me wanna cry but it makes me feel kind of sad that we … Continue reading In High School I was a loner (On Depression) – Mental Health Mondays
I never really know what to pick for these lately and now I am just here eating my cereal at half past ten on a Sunday night, listening to Sweet Child of Mine and I feel like LIFE IS SO GOOD. I let go of all my money problems and just live in the moment … Continue reading How to LIVE YOUR BEST LIFE – Mental Health Mondays
I know I didn't write this one last week and I also missed many posts. We didn't have internet at home and I am hoping it won't happen again. Last week I ate soooo MUCH junk food. Ice cream, pop corn, chips, wassabi peanuts, peanut butter...you name it, I ate it. I felt sort of … Continue reading The ED Recovery Diary – week 29,30 – Getting a bikini body
I started working like two months ago and obviously got my paycheck a month later and it was now that I did get my first bigger one. I have been counting back and forth and thinking about what I will and will not be able to afford. It's not that I am greedy but I … Continue reading Money doesn’t make me HAPPY
Sooo, what I have been doing lately is working and then trying to sleep which has not been really working out and hanging out with friends. It's not much but it is all I have energy for. Then I have a lot of anxiety about money. I don't earn a lot and I owe my … Continue reading Diary Days – n.37 – Is this what you call LIFE?
Cameron Boyce has passed away like two days ago. I grew up with him. I loved him so much. he was such an amazing actor. I truly hope he is in a great place now but to be honest, there is another reason why this got me so bad. He was 20, I am 19 … Continue reading Diary Days – n.36 – Death is Inevitable