I think I missed last week. I know that I was dead tired so I just didn't write it. But now I am. I have been eating very poorly this week. Exams are in two days and maaaan, I'm stressed and anxious. I don't feel good about myself. But I have made progress in my … Continue reading ED Recovery Diary – week 20 – I was so hot over the summer
I know you love that person so freaking much. You think about them all the time, you feel butterflies in your stomach when you are around them, when you see them, when you accidentally see a photo of them somewhere or you have this excitement when they watch your Insta stories. I get it. I … Continue reading If you love someone who doesn’t love you back
There was this one day when I felt more sad than usual so I asked people what they would do if they only had 24 hours to live. There were basically two groups of answers. One half would travel the world and go to a place they always wanted to visit. The other half would … Continue reading What would you do on your last day?
Just so you know, I think that it was actually good for me. I had lots of crushes, been in love like 2-3 times. One was an awful long can't-even-put-into-words kind of love and I have been rejected all those times. So I had my fair share of being heartbroken. It is really not fun but … Continue reading Diary Days – n.29 – How I feel about LOVE after being HEARTBROKEN like 6 times
Man, life is strange. I have been feeling so lost lately. I haven't lost myself. It feels like I lost my drive for life in a way. I am actually scared to write this. It is scary to be so vulnerable but it feels right. I am sitting on the ground, listening to Lil Peep. … Continue reading Diary Days – n.28 – Feelings of an Ordinary Teenager (part whatever)
In the past 9 months I have liked two guys. Both at the same time kind of. One more than the other. Neither of them cared to text or talk. If something were to happen, they would not be there for me. I think it is the right time to move on. If there is … Continue reading When is the right time to MOVE ON FROM A CRUSH?
Oh, come on. You know that I was going to write about it. XD Today was an unforgetable day. Just like last year. We got to perform a play that I wrote. For me that is a huge accomlishment. I am 18, going on 19 soon and for me this is just such an unreal experience. … Continue reading Diary Days – n.27 – WE ARE ALIVE! (Our Performance)