Social Media in 2020

I had a really weird relationship woth social media because I always felt like I had to prove in a way that my life was full of adventures and it was not boring. I was told by boys a couple of times that I was boring and that insecurity just started from that I guess. …

Diary Days -n.31 – Today is weird

Today is weird. I don't know if it is the winter blues or the weather in general or just an existential crisis. Mood. I am playing "You can't always get what you want" by The Rolling Stones and it is a vibe. I had an amazing weekend with my boyfriend. I did something that I …

My current opinion on RELATIONSHIPS

Sooo, I just finished watching Call Me by Your Name...again. And I was like, okay, let' write the Relationship post. The first time I watched this movie I cried at the end. It made me think about how I act whenever I watch a movie like this. I always remember how much I love the …

WE ARE ALIVE – Scene 12 – A letter from beyond the grave

Jason comes to the scene, very stressed out, sad. Sits down on the stairs on the stage. Looks at the envelope. Thalia ( from backstage): To Jason, in case that I don’t make it Opens the letter and starts reading it. Thalia ( from backstage): Dear Jason, I don’t know exactly how to write this …

What is meant to be always will be – On love and life lessons

What did I learn after an awful lot of heart breaks? A lot. First I never thought I was attractive and believed I was ugly, life gave me this guy who was all over me one night. Then I thought the most impossible thing for me is to get into a relationship, I did. But …

Diary Days – n.51 -The worst has just happened

Soooo, I am not doing great. Obviously. I talked to a lot of people but this is the only way to fix this. To talk to myself. To not have people tell me I can't feel what I feel. Because I do and I have always been so emotional and I will be and I …

Virginity, First Kiss and all that – When is it the right time?

When am I writing this? YES, exactly....0:30 a.m. cause why not. I think this is the exact proper time to write this because I am emotional and I have thoughts which I wouldn't say during the day. LOL jokes aside I wanted to write this for a few days now. I WAS SO FUCKING AFRAID …

Diary Days – n.49 – Stargirl, The moment you realise you are screwed and 1 a.m. thoughts

I just finished watching Stargirl and I don't want to go to sleep. You know those moments when you are like freaking emotional and you are just like: "Is this life? Is this real? I miss the good times. I want to live through those again. " Stargirl was a great movie. I had worries …

Diary Days n.45 – Life has been kind of overwhelming

I just feel really anxious and depressed kind of and my only way to fix it is writing a post. We are back at the point where I am just trying to figure shit out again. School is overwhelming. Hanging out with friends is overwhelming. Work is overwhelming. LIFE IS OVERWHELMING. I have a thousand …

She loved Vanilla ice cream – A Poem

I met this girl Way out of my league She’s got light brown hair Hits just below her chest Bright green eyes Body of a goddess Smile straight out of heaven Laughter of an angel She’s pretty ordinary to be honest But I couldn’t help but to fall for her Rucky mistake She was no ordinary girl to …