Goodbye

Hey there, I know you are wondering about what this is. Is this goodbye for good? Maybe. I am not sure myself. Anyway, I have decided to maybe probably retire from this. It is funny how we swear we would always do something but in my bones I knew that one day this would be …

Existential Crisis ft. Yours Truly

What I want to talk about here is all the existential crises I have had throughout high school. In the past I depended so much on what people thought about me and I guess every teenages goes throught that. But when I look back I feel like all these teenage issues we have as people, …

Exam Season and SCHOOL ANXIETY – Mental Health Mondays

Okay, so right now, I am stressed as hell. Well, anxious is a better world. And you know what? I KNOW THAT YOU ARE, TOO! Every person I talk to is stressed about school. One of my friends once said that I am a ball of srress. Well, that is true but the fact that …

Farewell TEENAGE YARS

Well, most people won't make a big deal out of this but I am going to. In two days I am turning 20 and yes, I am kind of having an existential crisis. I don't think that a lot of things are going to change but I feel like some things are. It is leaving …

Take a break, you deserve it ( Burnout) – Mental Health Mondays

I am really anxious these days. I have a lot on my plate right now and everything is overwhelming. I feel like I always need to do something and that I have to be studying from morning until the evening just to manage to get everything done. And I am sure you feel like that …

Isolation Anxiety – Mental Health Modays

I dunno about you guys but I am anxious as hell. It has gotten so bad lately that I wake up and I have anxiety. Just the thought of having to do something makes me anxious. This idea of having a "to do" list with a million asignments makes me anxious. Even cooking makes me …

It is okay to take your time – Mental Health Mondays

It has been very overwhelming lately. School is just a lot right now. Work is....don't even ask. I have been hanging out with friends a lot which sounds great until you add all of this together and you get the result of no time for myself actually. I have just been feeling like my mental …

Diary Days n.45 – Life has been kind of overwhelming

I just feel really anxious and depressed kind of and my only way to fix it is writing a post. We are back at the point where I am just trying to figure shit out again. School is overwhelming. Hanging out with friends is overwhelming. Work is overwhelming. LIFE IS OVERWHELMING. I have a thousand …

Ways to fight DEPRESSION – Mental Health Mondays

I have been pretty depressed. How I know is that I would spend most of my time watching shows. Crappy shows which are not particularly any good but were a way to pass time. That's sad man. Then I went to hang out with my friends and I thought it was going to fix it. …

Diary Days – n. 41 – It might be all of it

Have you ever had a feeling when you wanted someone to care so badly but even if they would, you are not sure what you would say to them? Sometimes they even do but then you just go and isolate yourself because you change your mind and want to be alone again. You wanna talk …