Diary Days – n.59 – I am happy but also school is kinda killing me

I am honestly doing so good right now. Like yes, school is still a lot but other than that I am thriving and I like it. I am in a relationship that fulfills me and I feel like I can work on myself. Yes, there is the part where I can't see the guy right …

Diary Days – n.52 -What is my life right now?

I was thinking about a better title because there must have been something like this before but honestly this is the only question I have at this point: "What is my life right now?" Things are not looking so good. For the past two days I did nothing but watch Euphoria again, an entire season …

Mental Health Mondays ft. Anxiety and Depression

You know, there has just been a lot going on. I feel like I have been keeping myself busy and bottling up all of these things. I just finished Thirteen Reasons Why and it somehow pushed me to come to terms with what has been going on in my head. My Anxiety has been bad. …

How to BE WHO YOU ARE and screw Society’s expectations

You know, I feel like a lot of people these days do things in order to impress others. Kids, teens, young adults do bad things so that other people would think they are cool. It is easy to simply lose who you are because you want to be more likeable. It is sad but we …

Diary Days – n.30 – Adulting after High School

Honestly, I am so fucking happy these days. I graduated with straight As. I got into one of the universities I applied to. I am eating healthy and working out. Life is just swell. I am chilling over here, reading, writing but to keep it real, I just watch youtube and tv shows and movies …

What would you do on your last day?

There was this one day when I felt more sad than usual so I asked people what they would do if they only had 24 hours to live. There were basically two groups of answers. One half would travel the world and go to a place they always wanted to visit. The other half would …

How to fight Depression – Mental Health Mondays

I have been feeling very bad lately. It is a lot of anxiety and depression as well. I thought that depression is only when you are sad for a long time. But it can also be that you simply get so sad and unmotivated that you just can't get out of bed and you don't …

How it truly is to be 18/AN ADULT

I really wanted to write about this. I feel like there are so many visions around one becoming 18. I always thought I was magicaly going to be very intelligent, mature and that I was basically going to be a different person. This is why I am writing this - because I know there are a …

How ANXIETY affects my everyday life – Mental Health Mondays

My anxiety is both mental and physical. Mentally it involves a lot of overthinking. If there is a stressful situation I imagine every possible outcome of that situation and overthink all the consequences. It is really not fun because most of the time there is something bad in all those outcomes or a something that …

Diary Days – n. 26 – What am I even doing with my life?

It would be funny to say "I really don't know" which is how I feel sometimes but I am too passionate and ambitious to say that probably. I always have something I want to do and I am always doing like a million things at once. I intend to put a lot of time into …