Diary Days – n.52 -What is my life right now?

I was thinking about a better title because there must have been something like this before but honestly this is the only question I have at this point: "What is my life right now?" Things are not looking so good. For the past two days I did nothing but watch Euphoria again, an entire season …

Mental Health Mondays ft. Anxiety and Depression

You know, there has just been a lot going on. I feel like I have been keeping myself busy and bottling up all of these things. I just finished Thirteen Reasons Why and it somehow pushed me to come to terms with what has been going on in my head. My Anxiety has been bad. …

How to BE WHO YOU ARE and screw Society’s expectations

You know, I feel like a lot of people these days do things in order to impress others. Kids, teens, young adults do bad things so that other people would think they are cool. It is easy to simply lose who you are because you want to be more likeable. It is sad but we …

Diary Days – n.30 – Adulting after High School

Honestly, I am so fucking happy these days. I graduated with straight As. I got into one of the universities I applied to. I am eating healthy and working out. Life is just swell. I am chilling over here, reading, writing but to keep it real, I just watch youtube and tv shows and movies …

What would you do on your last day?

There was this one day when I felt more sad than usual so I asked people what they would do if they only had 24 hours to live. There were basically two groups of answers. One half would travel the world and go to a place they always wanted to visit. The other half would …

How ANXIETY affects my everyday life – Mental Health Mondays

My anxiety is both mental and physical. Mentally it involves a lot of overthinking. If there is a stressful situation I imagine every possible outcome of that situation and overthink all the consequences. It is really not fun because most of the time there is something bad in all those outcomes or a something that …

Diary Days – n.27 – WE ARE ALIVE! (Our Performance)

Oh, come on. You know that I was going to write about it. XD Today was an unforgetable day. Just like last year. We got to perform a play that I wrote. For me that is a huge accomlishment. I am 18, going on 19 soon and for me this is just such an unreal experience. …

Let’s get Uncomfortable – n. 3- Someone who fascinates you

There is one person who comes to my mind when I think about this. And it is no other than our belowed Strawberry. I usually give a nickname so noone would recognise who that person is but I couldn't just make up another one when this one suits her so well. So some of you …

Let’s get Uncomfortable – n.2 – How I have changed in the past 2 years

Man, I have changed a lot. Two years ago I was 16, almost 17. It seems like such a long time ago. Even  months ago I was a different person. This summer was such a turning point for me with camp and my former crush and just everything. I finally became the person I have …

How to be more CONFIDENT – Mental Health Mondays

I have once reached a level of confidence which was unbreakable until I got another crush and started to question it. That is how I have learned that CONFIDENCE isn't something you once reach but something you work on every day. No one is ever going to be 100% confident in all situations but anyone can …